Had a good bike ride planned. 4 hours! Nothing else to do, then comes the "CHICK FLICK" AHHHHHH!!!!
So due to my sleep in, 2 1/2 hour bike ride, with mechanical problems, was all I managed to fit in. I'm a little grumpy regarding the poor job the bike mechanic has done with my front gears on my TT bike. Hopefully I can adjust that myself and it runs smooth for Auckland, or I'm in some serious trouble.
Chick Flick (groan!!) was average, but did get to spend the day with the girls so not too bad. Having only every 3rd weekend off, and now only working 1 job, I intend to make the most of the time I have missed the last year.
One thing you do get to do when out training for hours, you get to think about many things. I guess I have to make some critical decisions shortly. I have got to get my divorce sorted out once and for all. I have been dragging my feet on it for ages, hoping it will be sorted out easily, but I know unless I take charge it never will. I don't have the most co-operative ex-wife the world has ever seen. She doesn't want to be divorce I guess even though it has been about 8 years since we even spoke and live in 2 different continents. I need to put that part of my life in my past.
Do I start making a "Get Better List" things I need to accomplish and see through, things that I have not achieved or let go due to lack of focus. I wonder if my habits of stopping short are changeable. Why did my intellect and work ethic slowly die at High School? I started college really well and really fizzled out at the end.
Do I blame anyone for my lack of success??
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