Last night, I finished working at the bottle shop. What a relief. Don't get me wrong, I really appreciated Hayden's help when I needed work and extra money, but the exhaustion and fatigue + stress travelling to the Hutt created, it was not good much longer.
So I had to hammer the bike to get to work with at least 10kg of stuff in a backpack this morning. Stupid roadie though he was the man! when he past me...NEK MINNIT!! Boom.....see you later.
It was good to blast the legs again like that, and so far my knee seems to be holding up.
Tomorrow night, all the wrongs of the rugby gods, will be set right from the past 20 years. The mighty All Blacks play Le Bleu in the IRB Rugby World Cup Grand Final. I can't wait!! I rates up there right with the Stanley Cup Game 7 of 2011 as the Vancouver Canucks took to the ice to play the Boston Bruins. Pity the result is like cheering for Wellington Lions, or Hurricanes. So close but never the ones holding the gold.
Today was not the easiest for me. I had an argument this morning, which usually I would still be really upset and angry about 14 hours later, said my piece, raised my voice and had hours to dwell on it. I feel myself in much more control of my emotions, but that dragon with all the rage is just sleeping in the cave. I know I have flaws and I do procrastinate too much, but why do I have to challenged constantly over every minor issue. I know I am better emotionally, but are those around me any better off?
Anyhow, 1 week down, 19 to go until the cannon goes BOOM! once more at Lake Taupo. Hopefully I have learnt and can apply things from the previous 3 times. I am actually getting quite motivated to train, and be as consistent as I can for this one. Hopefully the body holds up this season so i can race up another level.
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