Feeling a bit edgy after missing my swim session last night. If i still get at least my target of at 4 swims this week, I'll be happy with that. Don't know how I'll fit this 3 1/2 hour bike/run session tonight, especially if the wind does what it's supposed to do. Thanks Wellington! Love your work!
Got my swim in at Thorndon outdoor pool for about 70 minutes. Love the outdoor pool, not so much the sunstrike and lane hoggers! Biked the bays to work with the strong wind. More than a bit of a struggle today. Hope it dies down, don't like my chances though.
Wind is now so bad all s would be doing is trying not to get injured and getting home safe. Jane offered to pick me up. Have to know when it's too dangerous to risk an accident. Will definitely have to use the trainer tonight then run.
- why do i do it to myself? I have alt the best intentions but ruin it by turning on the PS3 before i do my training! Not a complete waste of k day though, i did get over 2 hours done today, just not able to tick all the boxes. Will definitely have to run tomorrow.
Took the strapping off my knee, com within 5 minutes i got that twinge again! Try adjusting my cleat about 2mm next and see how that goes.
I haven't had any of the anxieties like i had earlier this week. Not biting my nails or pacing through the house. Not convinced shit doubling my dosage is the answer as s now worry that i able to still lose the plot anytime.
I do wonder though who is around that could be helping us because I'm not the best easiest person to live with. Neither of us can rely on our sibblings too much. I do feel like the black sheep of the family. Maybe it's because i haven't given my parents any "real" grandchildren like the other 2. It's really funny how everyone's perception par changed in less than a decade in my family. Things they thought I did was stupid and told me to my face such, is now acceptable.
I guess real helping from my blood family is something that was never an important moral value we were taught. Now which generation screwed shit up. My parents or their parents?
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