WOW November 25th!!!! One month until Christmas. Where exactly did 2011 go?
In many respects I've had a great 2011 so far, and I've also had some really low moments. If I was to give it a rating, I'd have to rate it a god solid 8.5 out of 10. Not bad for someone with depression I'd have to say.
Since beginning my blog, I do feel a lot better. This forum being an outlet for my feelings, emotions and just a general rant has been very good to keep me focussed on training and on things in my life too. Though some days I do find it a bit of a chore getting something up everyday, I know this is a help.
Started the day with a sleep in again, though I was still tired when I woke up. Didn't get to the pool but did manage a hard 30 minute run before work but I did lock the keys in the car! Shhh, don't tell Jane. I did have a change of clothes at work so that wasn't too much of an issue. Got the AA to open the car and got my gear out.
If the wind dies down or turns a bit, we probably will head for a swim at Oriental Bay tonight.
So it's quite bumpy out in the harbor right now. I'm not afraid to swim in it but am i really going to benefit from going? I'll see what Jane wants to do.
So just chilled out after texting the coach in prep for a couple of intense sessions over the weekend. The night kind of ended with the email playing up and me being blamed. Well at least that is how I was made to feel, whether right or wrongly. I did get offended and like usual I ended up flipping out when I couldn't persuade my point of view. Not how I want to do my debating. I must be better. I am disappointed with myself.
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