Woke up with a cold today. Felt very exhausted, but not sure if it is the cold or the change of pills. Will have to wait and see over a period of time.
Alex has a half day today and it's Dad's job to take her Christmas shopping for mum!!! She does kind of shop like me though so won't be too painful, goes where she means to go and gets what she wants and leaves. That'll change soon though. So picked Alex up at lunch time after getting a few of my own jobs done then went to the Hutt to help out Alex. Picked up Jane on the way home and squeezed in a short jog before getting ready to go to Alex's prize giving. Felt so slow while running, hopefully it doesn't get worse for Saturdays's race. Being in a team with the girls and letting them down would not be fun at all.
So the QMC prize giving dragged on and on. I had to escape and get a bite to eat about 9pm without anyone knowing. We finally finished about 10.45pm. What a bore.
Had to pack for the rode trip tomorrow. Hope I don't forget anything.
I have suffered from depression for a very long time, probably since I was a teenager. I have struggled with many aspects of my life to do the right thing, make the right choices etc. and now I am trying to be better. I acknowledged I had depression and did nothing about it. It took someone who I deeply respected to tell me they too had depression and they got medical to help, to finally seek actual real help. I am now and finally making real progress. Don't wait to get help!
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