9 weeks down, 11 to go! YIKES!!!
Legs are all knotted up and stiff as I get going in the mornings. I have a teen who is panicking about picking her friends up on time and at the right places. Thank goodness we have the use of 2 cars at the moment and also heading out to Kapiti, away from the Wellington weather.
It's 1pm and I'm exhausted already! No training done, but 9 teenage girls!!!! What a nightmare! Time to hide away and read my book.
I crashed out and woke just in time to cook dinner. We got the BBQ out and had junk food. I don't seem to feel the need to eat a lot lately. Normally the amount of noise and just the shear number of girls around would have me all bent out of shape, but I seem to be a lot more relaxed and not affected by them at all. Thinking back I know I could never have been able to be as composed without help. This is a good moment of triumph for me.
Didn't get my run in.
I have suffered from depression for a very long time, probably since I was a teenager. I have struggled with many aspects of my life to do the right thing, make the right choices etc. and now I am trying to be better. I acknowledged I had depression and did nothing about it. It took someone who I deeply respected to tell me they too had depression and they got medical to help, to finally seek actual real help. I am now and finally making real progress. Don't wait to get help!
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